oh! sherry saw shaun's wife! she is taller than him and looks like a giant next to him and is a bit chubby and has black hair thats wavy with an auburn tint... but! i dont trust that because me and sherry see and describe people differently.

i spend every extended-family-bday-party-reunion thing planning a sly way to sneak out. this time turned out really awkward but i wanted to stay!! i was hanging out with my cousin who is cool and there was good food... but in the back of my mind i knew that i had homework. this really sucks because i was also supposed to go watch colin firth with katyana. i hate it when i say i can do something but im actually lying because i have work to do. also, im doing that really crappy thing where i sit online and stare at my buddy list, waiting for people to come on. i check my freakin buddy list and cell phone messages like 10 times an hour. i need to chill --side note: i HATE it when people tell me to "chill" or "calm down". today was nice despite my weird weird weird mood. i went back to lj for my flute lesson, which went well. i also fell asleep on the concrete in my backyard. thats a gross feeling. i played ping pong with my mom. whats the diff. bw ping pong & table tennis? at this moment my dad is at the party and my mom is driving my sister to lj to go to the movies with my flute teacher's son who is a violin prodigy. oh, yesterday we went to his concert. it was SO lame because he was playing vivaldi's winter and the dumb conductor thought it would be cool to say phrases like "the ice cracks.." and "cold and warm winds battle" in a weird voice, while the boy was playing the music!! that was SO stupid. this guy was sitting in front of me and the back of his head looked just like the back of shaun's. i wanted to pull his ears REALLY bad because they stuck out a lot. he was sitting with his gay lover and everytime they whispered back and forth they would giggle and their eyes would crinkle with happiness. after, we went to extraordinary desserts, which is one of my very favorite places. so now i am home alone for the first time in soooooo long. i REALLY need to do homework. and i also need to stop being lame and i need to get rid of this weird bad moooood.

HELLO i am in a wonderful mood!!! i woke up at 7 this morning and sherry and i went surfing at lj!!! i very much suck but i was surprised by how much i remember.i saw adrian who used to teach me. he is very cute but i wasnt wearing my glasses. i know this summer i will get better. i already have the foundation.. i just need to learn how to turn and be more fearless. i have the willpower tho!!! i got killed many times and i cant really feel my chin bc i hit in on the board so much.. also, the leash whipped my legs many times. but yesss i finally have the beach hair and right now i think the world is perfect. i better get offline before someone ruins it.

saturday
8-11 surf
12-1 practice flute
2-3 flute
4-6 grandmas bday
6- HOMEWORK

sunday
8-11 surf or homework
12-5 work
6- HOMEWORK

today was pleasant. after my last post, i took my sister and her friend (who is my favorite of hers) to the beach. i read the surfing book there and got really excited to re-attempt surfing, which i am so bad at. it is such an awesome feeling... I AM SO EXCITED!! i love running into the water when the entire ocean is going against me. and i love wipeout-ing and twisting all different ways and being scared to come up under the board. i like it when my hair dries with sand in it. I AM SO READY FOR SUMMER> this spring break was totally like a little snipit-foreshadowing-thing of summer break. i did lots of nature stuff and zero homework and i felt so unstressed. now i guess im going to a concert... i have that gross though of homework stuck in the back of my mind.. this upcoming weekend will be bad. i know i did it to myself, but this past week was so worth it.

ooh i smell some drama. haha how stupid. ermmmm i went to work at 830 and i left at 130 (1 hour early!) bc i could not handle it anymore... all of my jcrew clothes came but only some are good. umm.. im sorta sad bc i have my moms car (which makes me feel invincible) but im just sitting here...

sadaf: work
stacy: irvine
michelle: ohio
karen: ucla/davis
barb: nyc
everyone else: too cool

i think i will get my sister and go to the beach and attempt to do AP calc problems there ;D! or i will just drive around. i finallllly have the car BUT i dont have the energy to drive somewhere far. that wasnt suppose to rhyme. i got 2 more books from the library.. surfing for beginners and some type of biography. i have 10 books checked out. eek.

spanish ensayo
brave new world
independent reading tests/review cards
calc 12 ap problems
gov makeup quizzes

NEVERMIND IM GOING TO THE BEACH NOW!!!! BYE!!! WOOHOO 2540088 !!!!

sadaf you are SO funny! and i agree with everything-- those boys are SO lucky to be going with two girls as beautiful & wonderful as you & stace. they should so be kissing your "feet & @$$". ;x !!!! okay today is so a crazy day... actually its 12:18am but im writing about THURSDAYYY.

wednesday i woke up at 11 and went to the orthodontist and then went to mira mesa with stacy/sadaf and then went to mira mesa with drew.

today me and drew gave barb presents and a cake (which we ate) because its her BIRFDAY! but then she had to go to NYC... then i wanted to take advantage of my only very free day so i went to the lovely beach. the water was too cold so i didnt go in even though i brought all my stuff. so i was there for a while and i felt lovely. then i went home and some pizza arrived. then i went "hiking" and i saw a waterfall and a pond and lots of caterpillars. and i heard a RATTLE.!!!ahhh then i got home & i was gonna go with sadaf to buy her concert tickets BUT that whole dumb payroll thing happened. THEN i just fell asleep! it was 5! and! i slept until! 11!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i just slept through all of my homework-doing plans.

so now its like 1230 & of course i cannot sleep. i have to work 830-230 ;( .. blaaaaaah. and THEN its homework time! and THEN im supposed to go to copley bc my flute teachers violin prodigy son is playing with the san diego symphony. and THEN im supposed to go extraordinary desserts downtown which is this little cafe place i want to own. it has the cake that makes me cry when i eat it. so i totally slept through tumbling today and i cant go tomorrow... i guess i will go 2x next week? i have not done ANYYY homework ALL of break. but i've been doing fun stuff so it is all good.

i am SO tired. i feel like i have been talking way too much so i have that talked-out feeling like i am giving myself a headache. at the library i borrowed a book called LIBERAL ARTS CAREERS and it has everything i want. and i borrowed a french book so i think i'll go learn french bc i dont feel like doing homework and the internet depresses me. i never want to go online again.

sadaf needs to post more. i wish michelle didn't leave so that she could ask stan to prom at his hockey game. i like stacy's goodkid shirt idea. i am SO physically exhausted.

calc camp was one of the best trips i've ever taken. i thought it was SO pretty-- i just wanted to lay on the grass forever. i liked rolling down the hill. i liked eating and winning handstand contests and acting in a skit. i liked hearing jen cuss.curse?. i dont feel like writing much bout camp, but it was a good time. i was so tired when i got home.

when it was late and i was supposed to be coming home from somewhere instead of going somewhere, doug funnie and i went to a golf course and slid down hills on a block of ice that my mom gave me. now im happy and tired and i have LOTS of grass stains on my jeans. ooh, and a bag full of golf balls.

today was a day of grass stains and my hands smell like stain cleaner. i better go do the laundry before i fall asleep. i have yet to find out what the rest of the week will look like.. but i am working 230-530 tomorrow in case youre DYING to go to the library over spring break (as if calc camp wasnt enough...). BYE=)!!!

SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE POST.

yes, i'm scared.. so i'll take it upon myself to be the first to write of trivial matters and petty concerns. (that sentence must be read with a british accent).

i woke up and couldn't figure out why my eyes were almost swollen shut until i read my post about the movie. work was terribly boring. clare ditched and it was basically me and george, so i just spent the whole day making fun of him and shelving an occasional video. its agonizing working in a place with a gigantic floor to ceiling window. sometimes im shelving and i just stop.. and take in the blue of the sky and the green of the grass (or is it the other way around, stacy?). after 5 LONG hours, i met the goodkids at stir fresh. i made a mountain of noodles in attempt to get my moneys worth. many people gave me stares and the man who was making my food said 'she is too hungry', and i was happy that i got my moneys worth. naturally, i got full after two bites, so i brought the noodle-chicken-mushroom-babycorn yuminess home to family.

then i spent an hour and a half explaining the awkwardness that is prom and high school to my parents. my dad asked if there is a "mathemetician group" among the stereotypes in our school. if there was one, he'd be in it. my mom would be a smart kid that is a smart ass in class. how did those two ever end up together?

that's it. i'm off to the camp of nerds.

i think we're all a little scared to post after sonya. Because everything we have to say will seem to trivial and unimportant compared to the woes of the world. So, um...have fun at calc camp.