Saturday, July 05, 2003

psh...I SO do not.

With the help of sonya I discovered that I should never..ever..ever.. have a JOB. I want a career where I don't have to work 9-5 and have to deal with PEOPLE. I want to be kept in the back room where no one can see me and I HOPEFULLY will never have to see them. Also, I don't want to work. I want to have fun with what I'm doing, and but FREAKING GREAT at it so it won't FEEL like work. I'll be having FUN DAMNIT and it just so happens that I get paid for it. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK!??! Really... people intimidate me so much its really like some sort of mental illness.

Friday, July 04, 2003

michelle loves all white males
http://www.alibabaweb.com/WWV.php?Wallpaper=_T_cinema/_D_amelie_poulain/_Page_1

those are cool. put one on your desktop.

happy 4th of july!
maroon5. counting crows. JOHN MAYER.

july 19th.
sometimes i stop and think and i really cannot believe that we have the opportunity to just sit here for several months.. in our comfortable houses.. with our computers and a lot of food. and we dont really have to do anything. we can go out and we can go swimming and we can spend an entire day at the beach and we have clothes and showers and cars and everything we need. most of us have jobs but we don't really have to support ourselves or anything. WE ARE SO LUCKY. im not trying to sound all like..... "oh i am so thankful", but i just cant believe that i dont have to go to school right now!!! i can seriously sit around the whole day and watch real world over and over again and listen to that dumb girl talk about the way she likes her eggs for the HUNDREDTH time. last night i ordered more bathing suits on jcrew... some are 4.99!! i also have to order the IGBY GOES DOWN dvd bc i borrowed it from the library and my sister ruined it. im pretty sure i am going to buy AMELIE bc every single day i have the urge to watch it. i need to buy sunglasses and i owe my mom $500 for the laptop. at least i dont have to pay for the whole thing. im on it right now and its so wonderful, i can't believe it. last night barb jen and jessa came over and we went swimming. today i drove my sister and her friend all over carmel mtn.. i thought i was gonna have a heatstroke.

Thursday, July 03, 2003

im using my new laptop and it is SOO cool!! i LOVER it and i also lover my pool bc i went in it 3 days in a row. i feel SO LUCKY I LOVE MY LIFE

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

aloha stitch
yeah?
will you sing me a song?
aloha-oi...aloha-oi


Yay Stacy is going to have a hot man one week lover fling in Hawaii :) Have fun and come back soon so we can watch mr. bloom on the big screeeeen.

ahhh..work. my legs hurt so much! I like made people mad by not being able to gift wrap. hahahehe. highest point of the day? someone asked me where the books for the summer reading club were and I knew the answer:) Met a lot of nice customers and some employees...did a lot of custodial work, but hey, I got to wear the apron so its all gooood.

Oh lots of people came and visited me!! who's idea was that exactly? thanks, that was funny. so i realized that i lover half the world and hate the other half... which side do you think YOU'RE on?

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

Shia LeBeouf got an EMMY for Outstanding Performer In A Children's Series for Louis Stevens .


Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth


The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends


No one saying do this Now when I said that--
No one saying be there What I meant was--
No one saying stop that What you don't realize--
No one saying see here Now see here!
Free to run around all day That's definitely out--
Free to do it all my way!

And ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions
And get some answers
What's a fire and why does it
(What's the word?) burn?

When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love
Love to explore that shore above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world

"Madame Gaston!"
Can't you just see it?
"Madame Gaston!"
His "little wife"
No sir! Not me!
I guarantee it
I want much more than this provincial life
I want adventure in the great wide somewhere
I want it more than I can tell
And for once it might be grand
To have someone understand
I want so much more than they've got planned

Riffraff, street rat
I don't buy that
If only they'd look closer
Would they see a poor boy? No, siree
They'd find out
There's so much more to me