omg i'm so frantic right now I can't stand it. I lover lover lover LOVE orlando bloom. Pirates was such a good movie!! Johnny Depp was amazing, as usual...he was so hilarious and just wonderful. No but really...I almost peed im my pants when I saw Orlando's entrance! I was sitting by myself in the 2nd row and his face was HUGE...not that I'm complaining or anything. I was seriously swooning in my seat. It was so WEIRD watching him though...it was like, him acutally acting and like speaking, which I'm SO not used to because I've only seen him in LOTR where he doesn't talk.ever. And he has such beautiful eyes. Oh oh!! And during his battle scenes, I half expected him to shoot an arrow. I'm not kidding. I thought it would have been HILARIOUS if he did...apparently no one making the film had the same idea. He was so cool though, all the fighting scenes he was just so DAMN SEXY. And half the time his shirt was like gonna rip off with the wind...and the other half he was dripping wet. Gotta love Disney for that.

But everyone and their mom from school was there. I had to hide behind my hair.

im exhausted and i feel really talked out and blaaaaaah.. ugh sometimes i get really sick of myself. maybe i should just sleep for a long time. this morning sherry and i went surfing at 8. we were putting the boards on her car and some dude drove by and honked and did the hang ten thing and then stacy drove by on her way to zainy brainy! we went out to lj except we had 2 boards but only one leash so we took turns. it was awesome. the size was small but form was good and it was PERFECT for someone who is learning and very scared (me). there were lots of beginners and the good people were nice so it was all good and so so warm even tho it was overcast. i got home bout 1230 and then had a much needed talk with sadie bc we havent spoken in so long. then me sadie barb and matt drove to the beach where we met up with jessa karen stacy and michelle and then later stephen. i body boarded for a long time and it was warm and beautiful and honestly perfect. im finally not afraid to duck dive... well sometimes. then we ate at sam's pizza and then went swimming at my home until now and now it is 10. i am getting really sick of swimming and need to think of more cool things to do and cool places to go. work tomorrow. oh, and starting july 21st i have the worst schedule in the history of the world.
sun. 12-5; tue 10-4; thur 11:30-5:30. at least i dont have to really wake up early anymore. oh well, i have too much time on my hands anyway... actually i dont. blah i feel horrible bc i havent been running the past 2 days but i ddint have the opportunity and plus i did lots of water exercise. im super tired and sick of hearing myself think talk and write. goodnight.

yay stacy is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nadYa-- but it doesnt really matter because i am mad at her. i am mad and bitter and angry and frustrated and i miss certain people so much. MICHELLE YOU GUYS WOULD MAKE SUCH A CUTE COUPLE AND YOU LOOK REALLY PRETTY IN THAT PICTURE. i think im surfing tomorrow.... awesome. bye.

what? everything is planned.... beach 2pm. (tp). hehe but oh it is so easier with you around, stacy. ugh i just went on aim for like 5 seconds and i was reminded of why i hate internet and aim and people and high school. everyone is SO annyoing and i am SOOO thankful that it is FINALLY time for college. i cant believe there will be new classes and new people and freedom... and maybe i will actually figure out what it is i want to do for the rest of my life. well, ideally, i want a rich husband so i can stay at home but since it isnt good to rely on that.... anyway my fitness craze is going well. sunday i rode my bike with barb and then ran with michelle. yesterday i went body boarding with matt and then ran with barb. i have run 4 times and 3 days in a row. i think i have more energy but i havent really been sleeping that well.. maybe it is hot or something. today is my moms birthday- happy birthday mom.. not that she will read this and if she does then that is scary and not good. ive been cleaning and going to various grocery stores. i have 13 items checked out from the library. my mom liked her birfday presents (relief). what else what else? karen is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am really really happy for that and we spent a nice day shopping and i spent way way too much money x 50 so i will be leaving my wallet at home for a while. i want to go to the beach anyway and that is free... wait no, it is $4. what a ripoff. oh i really miss doug. and matt is leaving friday. my life is getting suckier and oh i was happy for so so long. back to being old and bitter, i guess.

oh stacy hello! you know what, without you, we just can't get ANYTHING planned. I know you're just going to be horribly disappointed. What can I say? We're a bunch of slackers.

My favorite picture ever. okay not really, but I can't help but lover him. It's really pathetic. http://www.geocities.com/tainted_fireflies/P1010577.JPG