i just saw hotel rwanda.

i guess that's it.

looking for volunteers:

Rock 'n Roll Marathon
Sunday, June 5th
benefits: The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society
http://www.rnrmarathon.com

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

-Wordsworth

it's been a while... i put in my two weeks at work. i just don't have the time anymore. it's better this way. i like my classes a lot and i don't want to half-ass them.. now i'll have the time to really read the books that i paid four hundred dollars for. i can also work out now, and learn russian for the summer. things are going well. i'm almost sure that monica, ember, kristie, and i have found an apartment but i'm just crossing my fingers for now.. we'll know tomorrow morning. i'm scared but optimistic. tonight there's a party at the hammer. tomorrow is Art Explosion and i'm gonna do crafts with kids all day long. what fun! but what i really need to be doing is planning this program i'm supposed to develop and implement at a clinic in santa monica. that's the real reason why i quit my job. i want it to go well, so badly. there's nothing wrong right now and it's a good feeling. i do miss all of you, though. i can't wait till next year when i have a lovely cute apartment and you can all sleep over and come to my dinner parties. and i'm going to bake lots of cookies.

i found this poem by Wordsworth that I really like... came across it at work while flipping through a book. it's about daffodils, kind of like my beast. i'll type it up later.

happy weekend to all!

found out lovers real name might be Joseph. WHAT?!?! I also did a google search bc I found out last name, such a stalker but I couldnt help it. there wasnt anything to find anyway. But also am worried that hes toting the line of alcoholism. because really, who goes to happy hour at 4 in the afternoon?!! he makes documentaries.

got a hair cut because I seriously needed one. But I think my definition of "long" is different from everyone else in the world. isnt cool though, when they finish and your hair is like nice but then you know in like an hour it will be the crappy mess that it was when you first walked in? and I was having a hard time trying not to laugh because the lady was having serious issues ...she kept saying over and over how I just had SO MUCH hair. yes, I know, thank you very much.

did a google seach on me (just to be safe) and I found THIS:

Re: Run Away From Www.fleureveryours.bigstep.
Michelle is creating such a bad name for the good wedding planners. We should start a wedding planning BBB of some sort where brides and grooms to be can check out the history of the planners and the companies. If we did that then we can weed out all the bad people like MICHELLE out of the wedding planning business so that people like that can't create a bad image of wedding planners.

^^how absolutely great is that?!?! :D

little bit of an earthquake last night/this morning...it woke me up and i sent out a text to a few people--I have no idea why I was doing that at 4 in the morning--and I loved the fact that sadaf was awake too:) but the coolest part of today: Lover talked to me!! and Im such a loser because Im so nervous so all I do is run my mouth nonstop and he probably thinks Im a FREAK. I like dont even pause between thoughts, its that bad; everything just blurs together in one big run on sentance. oh but I lover him because he laughs at everything I say, but hes also quick to laugh so I dont think thats much credit to anything Im saying.

ets, new as of today: figured out school schedule, time he wakes up every morning. perhaps on his way to being an alcoholic? suspect favorite color is brown. new sweater is, of course, brown. enjoys variety of nasty Naked smoothies. keeps cash from tips in pocket not wallet. IS taller than me. is polite to cashiers. does remember previous conversation, wants to take french.