Friday, July 02, 2004

hellooo all! right now i'm using a computer in the zion lodge in..umm.. utah! we stopped for a night in vegas and then came here. its sooo beautiful. then we're going to bryce and then grand canyon... i hope everyones having a good time in sd. i miss you kids. byebye

Thursday, July 01, 2004

stacy!! stop talking about the saxaphone!! its a secret surprise--stop saying it or else everyone will steal it (just like you did when i told you about my brilliant idea).

I have to say that I really enjoy going to my church class. I find it so amazing. This week I ditched my Anthro class and RACED to get to my class on time but ended up being 7 minutes late. Anyway, I get so little chance to actually talk about my Faith, so I really like that I am able to have this opportunity. And its really fascinating to hear about other people's struggles with their Faith--even the priests. Msgr. Dolan (my Pastor) taught the class this week and I felt so moved when he talked about his own DECISION to become a priest and all the events and troubles that lead up to that one choice. And there were a lot of people who just shared...it was sort of beautiful. It made me feel less alone.
today everyone turn your calendars--time for a new picture:)

stacy and i are "racing" to see who gets a solo saxaphone. im excited. and that's all i have to say about that.

i think im sorta scary. but im gonna try and work on that. be less crazy too. okay bye

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Hey, I made this for the Frosh Babies.

sonya: have fun
stacy: i need to give you the AP diary

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

oh no im going hiking and theres nothing like hiking to make you want a lover. i dont want one, im just saying... i remember being at yosemite and kind of wishing i could bring all my friends there and maybe a lover. i guess just wanting to share the beauty of the place with someone else who will hopefully appreciate it as much as you do . we all really need to go camping. not that you are lovers to me, but you will do. but anyway, future lover: you bettr enjoy hiking. weee im getting excited
aw i thought that when, time, where, what tihng was an invitation.. i got all excited. seriously tho guys, we need to plan this luau. umm i dont really want ap diary. ihave a feeling ill have notihng to write except 'wow i see a pretty tree and mountain'. u keep it in case you run into freddy or something hahaah- or graham. get graham to autograph it. im soo tired bye
stacy wrote this last year: but i genuinely hope that every summer will be like this one..where everyone is finally together. if it's not, we'll make it happen. and it's gonna feel like nothing has ever changed, that joanna never left for chicago, that we all haven't gone to separate colleges, that time has stood still.

appropriate, no?

today i worked at the uni library for five hours.. it felt so good, kind of like running several miles. i finally worked... made productive use of my time... turned in my hours for money. what a wonderful feeling, unmatchable. i have two more substituting jobs, so those should be fun. as long as some kind of income- regardless of how unsteady- is coming in, i am a happy bunny. libraries are cool.

ooh i feel dehydrated. so i got lost going to the airport today . (what a loser- no, not my fault- i got some shady directions). is it just me or does every downtown street turn into I-5? i swear one second youre in residential and suddenly you find yourself on the 5- ahhhh. then i got lost going to papa john's haha- did 2 circles on the 15. how pathetic and also kind of fun.

beach- library- gymnastics on tv (thanks shell!) <-- this routine reminds me soo much of last summer. i feel like nothing has changed. except soo much has changed. for the worse. just kidding! gymnastics is fun to watch. olympic trials - it should be an exciting olympics . cant believe its so soon.. for some reason i thought there was like a year bw trials and actual olympics. cant wait till next yr at ucla when i get to follow college gymnastics again. i'll be at every meet.

okay i admit it, i have nothing interesting to say. ooh i fixed my laptop!thanks karen for the CD. i am soo happy about this. aand i gotta pack cuz im leaving soon. AH gotta write class schedule so someoen can sign up for me. and buy camera battery, so much to do so little time. goodnight!
hello, i am back.

I feel walls in my heart closing in
I can't breathe
I can't win


READ THAT! Or dont, fine. I really like stacy's "Miss Saigon" CDs-- I never get tired of crying and singing like a man in the Blockbuster in San Marcos "Please, can't you see that's all I live for??"

When: Sunday June 26, 2004
Time: Between 3:30-4:00
Where: Carmel Mtn. Ranch
What: First encounter with Mr. Freddy "Hot" Fowler since December 2000. Oh wait, wasn't there that one dance concert???

When I grow up I'd like to be like my friend Joanna:) I really like talking to the frosh babies. Eh, I suppose it's time for the return of the A.P. Diary--sonya do you want it for your trip? I know it will be out of order, but I figure you are going on the first big adventure.

Monday, June 28, 2004

these past two days were great. i feel happy and not even jealous of anyone.

Sunday, June 27, 2004

i really take that back.

what else? dunno. im leaving soon. will be back in a week and a half. its a pretty day. but i spent it inside. but its okay because it was also nice inside. i drew things. summers not bad. not great (yet) but also not bad. swimming is fun! so if anyone wants to come over and swim... let me know and we can be friends. this is a bad post. i dont have much to say. the sun sucked everything out of me.

does anyone have windows XP discs i can borrow to fix my laptop? thanks.

i promise to come back later with a much better post; im not in the mood

my heart hurts