Friday, October 28, 2005

I havent had much to say.

but tomorrow Im quitting my job. or taking a leave. or going on call. pick one, or all. it doesnt really matter in the end because the outcome is the same: I will be broke! oh wait, theres a possibility that Ive already passed the limit...but I cant find out for sure until monday. And if thats the case, then screw it Im working! but should I have to pay my own way next year, I'll need to pick up more hours & that means my grades will S.u.f.f.e.r.

and this has been my most challenging semester to date. I think that I care a little bit more this semester so Im trying a little bit more and stressing out A LOT haha. & these long days are just exhausting! but Im not complaining haha bc I love love love it all:) well, not ALL because my english class has sort of been a let down. still, Im over-all happy with how things are going... and I maybe feel like I'm accomplishing things daily that I never really thought I could do before. Which is motivation in itself:)

however, just one thing: Im a little afraid that I'll be a little too weary by the time I graduate...and that makes me nervous if I choose to go to grad school right away. But I CANT worry about this yet. otherwise I'll have a whole year of worry and agony...

I went to this lecture the other night titled, "Christians, Jews & Muslims: Musical Traditions in Medieval Spain." It was fantastic! Im so in love with Spain...it makes me smile.

thats all Ive got.