no silly rabbit....thats just a rumor. but you know the lady that plays Helen in "Troy"--shes so not cute. The face that launched a thousand ships?? I think not.

hey michelle, orlando and kate are getting married.

tonight I watched the Vagina Monologues at school.
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It was great! I wished the frosh kids were there with me though. Stacy would be gasping and blushing...Sadaf would be cheering and yelling things like "Amen Sister!"...Sonya would cringe in her seat...Jo would sit and take it all in.

And you know what? It's so taboo to talk about things like this, but it shouldnt be that way...

If you could dress up your vagina, what would it wear? What would it say?

you know what's sad and funny? i can't go out to eat with my friends tonight because i don't have any money.

what a lovely day!! after just two classes, we headed to the park. we hung out there for a long time and had a picnic and a squirrel stole our brownie. and then we layed in the grass... and then we put our feet in the pool. and then we went back to the grass and stole food from some random catering. then i RAN to guts, butts and thighs to get a firm butt and now i'm here and soon i'll try to go to a piano concert on campus. this is the best friday =]

Matt: i used to think that you couldnt really have a job that benefitted society while making lots of money
Matt: now i think that there is no real way you can benefit society

miche-e-ellllllle!

go wash your own moron face.

awww holden lover. helloooo poppet!!

well, i already "quit" so its not a problem anymore. hopefully.

an old lady with 100 dogs? you better go this week and see if you like it, ya crummy moron. and don't tell me you brush your teeth, because you don't. don't gimme that. i've seen you and you don't.

sonya stop being a liar. and do you mind that i laughed for 2 minutes after reading about your shower attack??

thank you to my friends for reminding me who i am...

in the shower i always fill my mouth with water and then squirt it out through the gap between my two front teeth, kind of like a fountain. and today i inhaled the water and had a big coughing attack.

shell- your life is soooo much more together than mine. sorry for making fun of you. i think you're pretty cool.

whoa sonya, what the hell is that?!

um, even though freaking out is what i do best...i need to get my life together.

OSLO, Norway — President George Bush, British Prime Minister Tony Blair and the European Union were among known nominees for the 2004 Nobel Peace Prize as the nomination deadline expired Sunday.

Simonsen wrote that by removing Iraqi dictator Saddam Hussein, they lessened the chance of a war using weapons of mass destruction in the Middle East and laid the foundation for the development of democracy.

ummmmmmmmm.....

hahaha yeah you'd have better luck asking mr. google than a blog of man-haters. sorry bub !

i must admit that i also observe if man-boys open the door or not. and of course, i judge them. woohaw! it keeps me entertained :)

ahhh valentines day...its wonderful isnt it? stace--you are asking an old bitter lady with 100 dogs, remember? valentines day has no place with me.

going back to sonyas question about being alone vs. lonely. i think i'm alone a lot of the time bc i like to separate myself...or maybe i force myself to be alone. but i'm never really lonely except sometimes, at night (never on valentines day though). and even though i say that i dont want kids, on some random day i'll see this little precious good little boy and for a fleeting moment, of course i'll feel lonely. or late at night when i think about all the things that i wont ever have in my life...things i think i'll never have, or wont let myself have. everyone gets lonely though, right? anyway, i'm more alone than lonely. most of the time it doesnt really affect me...i wont let it. hammm.

i miss holden.

yay for puzzles BREAKFAST and
for guys who hold the door open

if you are a guy and you are reading this--- always hold the door open. it goes a long way.

jo- will i see you in sd?!
stace- hope everything is great with mm and dollies
shell- enjoy your freedom (and also, you should join flags)
sadie- saturday?!?!?!


frosh babies, you are all so unique and cool.

guess what-- tomorrow i'm gonna wake up a new person!

um i think i forgot how to communicate.

hey me and doug saw 'in america'. good movie.

My list of Oscar Winners:
Actor in a Leading Role: Sean Penn (Mystic River)--sorry johnnAY
Actor in a Supporting Role: Alec Baldwin (The Cooler)
Actress in a Leading Role: Charlize Theron (Monster)
Actress in a Supporting Role: Marcia Gay Harden (Mystic River)
Animated Feature Film: Finding Nemo
Art Direction: Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Cinematography: Girl with the Pearl Earring
Costume Design: Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Directing: I'm hoping for Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King...but it may go to Lost in Translation
*Documentary Feature: House of Sand and Fog
*Documentary Short Subject: Chernobyl Heart
Film Editing: Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
*Foreign Language Film: The Twlight Samurai
Makeup: Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Musical Score: Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Musical Song: "Into the West"--Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Animated Short Film: Harvie Krumpet
Live Action Short Film: Squash
Sound Editing: Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
Sound Mixing: Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Visual Effects: Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Writing (Adapted Screen Play): Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Writing (Original Screen Play): In America
Best Picture: Once again, I hope its Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King but it'll probably go to either Mystic River or Lost in Translation

*--I didn't see any of the films in the category...I picked a film based on either a synopsis or what title sounded prettier ;)

stacy--I did the very same thing this morning :)

Today I got to school about 3 hours early. Which meant I could write that tricksy paper that I've been starting to write for about 4 days. But being at school did let me catch the colorguard practicing in this quad type thing. It was odd...I dont think they ever really practice there but the weather was being funky. Still, I really REALLY wanted to play!! They were such pretty flags...and the weapons were all taped up with pretty colorful tape. So I just sat there for about 30-45 mins. It was great! Sometimes I wanted to yell from the sidelines at things that were soo obviously NOT TOGETHER. For some reason there were no techs? and their attitude was just like "whatever"--I was sorta confused. But still, I liked watching. Its something to think about....maybe next year? Maybe. I'll just add stick that with "study abroad in spain" in the land of wishful thinking.

I also got a TB shot. Mmmm...yummy, eh? I also bought a ticket for the Vagina Monologues. Anyone wanna watch with me?? anyone?

it's kind of funny how we all put those cute outlined day schedules in our away messages and blog posts. it's like... everything is so planned out and life gets cut down to a predictable process of eat, study, sleep with the occasional gym thrown in. i'm not saying there's anything wrong with this necessarily. what's the alternative? being spontaneous all the time? schedules are good, anyway. they give me something to focus on. i move one from thing-to-do #1 to 100, quite effectively distracting myself from the fact that everything i do is really quite meaningless.

i finished my gigantic box of snow peas.

never take for granted the amazing commodity that is clean air. today in spanish i had the pleasure of sitting behind someone who reeked of attic, moth balls, thrift shop and dirty unshowered grandma (not my grandma). after 50 straight minutes of breathing in-through-the-mouth-out-through-the-nose, i was seconds away from fainting out of my seat. clean air. appreciate it.

schedule suggestion: don't schedule a 2-hour lecture between the hours of 3 and 5. this time should be reserved exclusively for sleeping.

EXCUSE ME BUT IS IT RIGHT TO HOLD A QUIZ TWO DAYS BEFORE A MIDTERM???

a word i don't like: touche


what i do like...

rain
snow peas
french vanilla hot cocoa
my bed
bread
spontaneous excursions to westwood
ice cold water

it's raining and just about pouring.

and every day i realize how great it is that no one will ever be able to replace any of my frosh baby friends.

i wish i still had beckham. BECK--HAM. Hammmm.

i just dont understand what so many people are doing driving around at 5:30 in the morning.

the coolest thing about the superbowl was the preview trailer for TROY. weeeeee

okay this is very petty but i just found the right codecs I need to play DVDs and im sooooo excited... i used to have to listen to bend it like beckham without seeing anything on the screen and now it is ALL fixed BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey jo--i was gonna add your site to the links but SOMEBODY has beat me to it :P

i got my hair highlighted today. its different and um, waay light. wait until you see. or maybe you wont...i may stick a bag over my head. i dunno, its just weird.

i think im developing a man crush. possibly. but its all romanticized in my head so it doesnt really matter.

last night i thought of my BRILLIANT "treatment" for my major petition. i think its cute. if i ever get it into words i'll post it:)

hi jo

i feel better

i haven't checked my messages in over a week and it's almost like... i can't bring myself to now. there's 12 of them. and every time i see my phone i think about how i'm horrible and it's not that i don't want to hear from anyone, it's just that i feel like I'll have nothing to say. i think it's cause i don't feel like i'm really living... but just going through the motions. so why would anyone want to talk to me? i'm gonna go listen to them.

shoot i just woke up and it's 11... not a good way to start the day. but i did have a dream that my history T.A. was making me nachos at the gym.