Saturday, October 08, 2005
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
a few things:
finally went to the doctor today in hopes that he could save me from death by rashes. it was a pretty hilarious appointment that included, among other things, doctors drawing on me with big q-tips:) in the end, Im just a mess so I have to take these pills for like 3 months.but at least I only have to take them once a day and it wont make me sleepy. I was beginning to think I was having a dependency on benadryl...I was almost embarrassed to say just how many I take in a day...yeah right, smoke/drug free except for this tiiiny dependency on anti-histamines! he also gave me this lotion that is "free of dyes, fragrance, masking fragrance, lanolin, parabens and formaldehyde." Thus, it smells like crap! crap bag on my skin, yay!
and my spanish lover--not to be confused with my latin lover--turns out to just be bad at spelling and not a jerk afterall:D
also, this morning sonya disturbed my dream featuring my latin lover--not to be confused with spanish lover--where he lovered me over his 'wife'. I was beyond disturbed and a little horrified when I came to. and in class today I was both embarrassed and highly amused by it all.
look at me, Im sick in so many ways.
oh, perhaps the most important thing: I submitted my petition for a late grading basis change. I thought I had no hope, but when I turned it in the lady at the registrar said some encouraging things. So now all I can do is wait 7-10 business days...
finally went to the doctor today in hopes that he could save me from death by rashes. it was a pretty hilarious appointment that included, among other things, doctors drawing on me with big q-tips:) in the end, Im just a mess so I have to take these pills for like 3 months.but at least I only have to take them once a day and it wont make me sleepy. I was beginning to think I was having a dependency on benadryl...I was almost embarrassed to say just how many I take in a day...yeah right, smoke/drug free except for this tiiiny dependency on anti-histamines! he also gave me this lotion that is "free of dyes, fragrance, masking fragrance, lanolin, parabens and formaldehyde." Thus, it smells like crap! crap bag on my skin, yay!
and my spanish lover--not to be confused with my latin lover--turns out to just be bad at spelling and not a jerk afterall:D
also, this morning sonya disturbed my dream featuring my latin lover--not to be confused with spanish lover--where he lovered me over his 'wife'. I was beyond disturbed and a little horrified when I came to. and in class today I was both embarrassed and highly amused by it all.
look at me, Im sick in so many ways.
oh, perhaps the most important thing: I submitted my petition for a late grading basis change. I thought I had no hope, but when I turned it in the lady at the registrar said some encouraging things. So now all I can do is wait 7-10 business days...
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Monday, October 03, 2005
Ive come to realize that my life is more difficult than it needs to be because of me. I make things so much harder than they need to be. and its all i can do to get mad at OTHER people and cry about it later. ahhh i think i have a headache now. the short version of it all: Im taking a class for credit/no credit when I need to take it for a grade, and now its past the deadline to make any changes.
my head hurts. and this severe ponytail isnt helping.
my head hurts. and this severe ponytail isnt helping.
i owe a few phone calls. i dont remember the weekend. played some board games, slept over. marina del rey, picnicking. at night things got crazy, but i didnt because i never do because i cant. the next day layed around at a park, talking. been doing a lot of that lately. i like yellow and orange leaves against the green grass. novel cafe, second time at the same table with the same stories. but it's so good to catch up. yesterday i went to bruin walk with 2 fun girls to camp out, 1:30am. hot chocolate, now and laters, sleeping bag races. woke up to paparazzi, can't wait to see the paper tomorrow. i'm out of it now, eating gobstoppers, avoiding homework. so much reading.
