Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Ive seriously been trying to post for the past two days...blogger was not being nice to me. anyway, lets see if I can remember any remarkable or semi-interesting things that I would have posted about had I the working technology. warnng: prepare for randomness!
Ah, yes, this is southern california weather! hello san diego--welcome back (if only for a few days) mr. sun:) I want to buy some sun glasses.
I love that stacy is in a lover lover relationship, and sadaf has at least four guys who lover her--no joke, I counted them-- and something in the works with "mr. morris/professor laskey," while I continue on with my one-sided relationship with this kid who doesn't know my name. Im so far out there; I play on the line dividing reality and insanity--I like to play hopscotch on it;) that I dont know if theres a lover out there that can measure up to the total absurdity that exists in my head for what my lover loverson should be. Except, of course, Mr. Darcy--but he's special. My idealism shall be my downfall and initiation into spinsterhood...sweet justice.
I had my last meeting/class for confirmation and now I'm just so excited because it's been such a long process and at times it seemed so far away, but its only a couple weeks now. stacy, after I got off the phone w/you I did go see the "scrutiny" the next morning, but luckily I didn't have to do that--only the RCIA people did that. But today we went through all the technical stuff, like what I'd have to say in response to the Bishop and I'm not kidding you I think that it may be the most pressure I'll ever feel in my life to say 4 little words in the right order!! and think about the people who say their vows and the ever crucial "I do" at weddings---dont mess up! wow.
One more week:)
Ah, yes, this is southern california weather! hello san diego--welcome back (if only for a few days) mr. sun:) I want to buy some sun glasses.
I love that stacy is in a lover lover relationship, and sadaf has at least four guys who lover her--no joke, I counted them-- and something in the works with "mr. morris/professor laskey," while I continue on with my one-sided relationship with this kid who doesn't know my name. Im so far out there; I play on the line dividing reality and insanity--I like to play hopscotch on it;) that I dont know if theres a lover out there that can measure up to the total absurdity that exists in my head for what my lover loverson should be. Except, of course, Mr. Darcy--but he's special. My idealism shall be my downfall and initiation into spinsterhood...sweet justice.
I had my last meeting/class for confirmation and now I'm just so excited because it's been such a long process and at times it seemed so far away, but its only a couple weeks now. stacy, after I got off the phone w/you I did go see the "scrutiny" the next morning, but luckily I didn't have to do that--only the RCIA people did that. But today we went through all the technical stuff, like what I'd have to say in response to the Bishop and I'm not kidding you I think that it may be the most pressure I'll ever feel in my life to say 4 little words in the right order!! and think about the people who say their vows and the ever crucial "I do" at weddings---dont mess up! wow.
One more week:)
at work... haven't written in too long. 2 finals friday, one monday, one thursday.
after that beaches, sunshine (hopefully?), reading, music, family, friends, food, sleep, the thought of these things is the only thing keeping me going.
goal for the looming week and a half: don't stress out. they are just tests.
haven't these past few days been so beautiful?
after that beaches, sunshine (hopefully?), reading, music, family, friends, food, sleep, the thought of these things is the only thing keeping me going.
goal for the looming week and a half: don't stress out. they are just tests.
haven't these past few days been so beautiful?
