I am sort of annoyed right now. I HATE dealing with MONEY. I don't even know why I work because all it means is that I have to pay for stuff that I didn't have to pay for before. AND I've some how accumulated bills that I didn't even know I signed up to pay for. Did I ask for the car? No. But I have to give up $88 to renew my registration even though I just got my car registration this week. And I have to buy oil and a filter. Then I have to pay for the upcoming cell phone bill. Another $25 for that damn GSP test again because I failed by 2 points--the story of my LIFE. And of course, Stacy's Birthday. I'm sorry stace...I really like your birthday!! your day of birth. But you know, I'm poor. And I spend all my money on food because my parents are confused about buying food so I can take it with me. I bought a magazine yesterday and I felt so GUILTY about it. I find it really sad that I feel guilty about spending $3.50. No but really...I'm so depressed about this because I work and work and have nothing to show for it. Honestly.

Anyway, my schedule for this week...I'll update tomorrow for the rest of the month:

Sunday Aug 1: work 1030-530, church 530-630
Monday Aug 2: balboa park and last day of school 600
Tuesday Aug 3: work 11-630
Wednesday Aug 4: HAPPY BDAY STACY! work 930-630
Thursday Aug 5-8: off for a "vacation" :D
Sunday Aug 8: scc mtg and day to see Lover Loverson!:)

August 30 or 31: First day of classes:(

Aladdin, Little Mermaid, Pocohontas, Sleeping Beauty.

i love spiderman and tobey maguire. what a freaking lover.
i also really enjoy watching will & grace.

and of course, i LOVE torrey pines.

oh & here's my work schedule, folks (26 hours/week):

M 11-8
T 1:30-5:30
W 4-8
Th 9:30-1:30
F off
Sa 11:30-5:30
Su off

...unless i start working at Gap, in which case i should just completely forget about trying to have a life.

can you guys please post your schedules as well? that will make it easier to plan out the few weeks we all have left together.

just got home... freaking tired. back to work at 8am. storytime! so tired, just want to sleep and go to beach but no beach for me.. no beach in a week and a half! am going crazy. cell phone is broken. next week will be better...

NOTE TO THE FROSH BABIES: do not attempt to use the "block quote." it just screws up the blog. except for sonya because it likes her.

so I had an encounter with the "Ellen" of my life. sorta. Tell me you aren't married you dont know you cant know what I've done to be here But I am afraid I come back from my adventure empty handed because I was at a bad angle.

The last inning was pretty exciting though... I felt bad for sadaf because she just wasn't enjoying it AT ALL. I tried to explain the game to her, but I have very limited knowledge myself so I gave up. We had to track down some people to get our parking validated because the mall closed about 2 hours before we got back to the car. Luckily, we found some nice ladies willing to give us their ticket stubs from the Lycema(?).

Tomorrow will decide what grade I get in my anthro class. My morning is all about finishing my Big "final project"--yess.

On another note, YAYYYY Jackie for accomplishing something that I've only ever dreamed about and wished would happen to me:)

i'm looking at my buddy list and life seems so strange. one person i don't know, one person i've only seen for 2 hours of my life. someone i knew when i was younger but don't know anymore. several LA people that i never talk to but sometimes think about. a childhood friend i ran into in college. an old work friend, some old high school friends, old meaning we hardly talk anymore, and a specific one with whom i never ever talk. it's strange to remember how things were and contrast them with how things are. there's my sister, who is sitting next door yet sending me instant messages. and then there is me... someone tell me why i have myself on my buddy list.

i got called back for gap!

hi. so tired. not too much excitement at work today. except for on my break when rosa and i were sitting in the back room, looking out the window, and we saw a lady pull up and pick at a pimple on her chin for maybe ten minutes. it was ridiculous. what else? i spoke russian again to some people... that's always fun. i like to speak english while i check their books out, pretend to overhear them talking, and then say (in russian): "oh! you speak russian?" too bad i know all along [... from like 50 ft away.. ] that they are russian because i have russian radar. oh and i was an hour late today. im so dumb... completely forgot i was working at 830, not 930...so i just didnt take a lunch break. i think that's illegal but... whatever?? anyway, yay, that is work and now i am home and all i want to do is sleep sleep sleep.

my sister just picked up piano music to 'a whole new world' and she can play it flawlessly. that is one talented child. (i could never do that)

well im rather boring so bye!!

today I bough a planner for $1.50 and I'm excited about it:)

I ran into people today. usually I dread seeing people, but I welcomed it--shocking, I know. Especially if they are LOVERS. ahh hullo lover!

I also had a interesting experience with the red tide. The world is crazy--CRAZY--for days like today.

Tomorrow is the padre game. Eeek!! Pictures will MOST DEFINITELY be taken. I, again, appologize to my friends because I'm a jerk. Im sorry.

it feels good to be busy and tired and to go to sleep after work only to wake up and go to work again. i love the university community library and the people who work & volunteer there and (some of) the people who go there. i like crafts and storytime and working the circ desk and even shelving.

last week katyana & i had dinner at azul in coronado and then went to a cafe in the gaslamp. i had a really good time. i went to a late night picnic at shores with fb, matt, brandon, and sadie's friends (although they didn't talk to me?). last night my sister had a birthday party so i hung around the house and monica visited on her way back to la. at around 11, karen matt barb barb's french cousin vanessa and i went to torrey pines to look at the sparkly plankton. afterward we went swimming at my house for a while, which was nice. i worked all day today. working tomorrow, wed, thur, and sat as well. that obviously means that on friday, i am devoting myself from dawn until dusk (and maybe into the night) to torrey pines.

i've noticed that when i keep busy i appreciate my free time a lot more..... or i just sleep.

i hope that everyone is having a good summer. come over and swim with me!

bye