i feel like listening to the beatles and right now i am singing day tripper. today after school i am getting nails and then i need to buy a purse/makeup/shoes etc and then im babysitting

i feel so mad
i feel so angry
feel so callous
so lost and used
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UMMM i really dont feel like working on my yearbook project right now. i think it is a cool project but i dont feel like being creative. i feel like being really mean and moody and hating EVERYONE.

FOR SOME REASON I FEEL VERY VERY ANGRY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH)DFhejst-
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hi. i am in english right now... i'm really tired. then i am going straight to work. that is pretty much death. i was supposed to go to tumbling after work but i have feeling ill be super dead and plus im taking calc ap test tomorrow morning. hey at least i dont have to go to yearbook. ummmmm yesterday after school i went to miramar to get my car fixed and then i stopped by the track meet and then i went to tumbling. at tumbling it was only me and sherry and i got super tired. shaun was horrible like always but he looked so bad that i didn't even pay attention to him. there was another hot younger coach. well everyone is younger than shon. um um ummmmm wow i am super hungry but i cant even stop anywhere to get food because i cant eat anything. i really have been good. ive been eating rice cakes, salad, and fruit. wow tumbling was so tiring yesterday but it was good. did you notice that i have absolutely nothing to write about? corey is writing our entire play right now... I AM HUNGRY AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. I JUST WANT TO SLEEP.

p.s. my sister still hasnt brought me creme brulee... but i'm working on it. last night i had a dream about their quiches...im horrible at spelling. but she brings home a lot of tarts.

I must must must appologize to stacy and charlotte for not attending one acts...at all. I really wanted to be there for you both, but I'm just a weak person who let other things get in the way. I'm so sorry.

My cousins came over on Saturday and I took them to see the X-men movie... I think I went more for myself than for them. I absolutely love Nightcrawler, hes just so cool. My favorite part (don't worry I won't ruin it for the people who actually want to see it) is when he recites Psalm 23- The Lord is my shepherd... brought me to tears.

I was at Nicole's debut and ran into Ivan and Casey, which was a pleasant surprise. Ivan informed me that he reads this (hi!) and it made me think about just how many people read the blog that I don't know about. I think people will think I'm very mean and bitter. Perhaps I am. Eh, oh well. I had fun and it was very nice...best food yet.

I've been trying to find my list of things to do before I die... and for some reason it's just left me. this makes me sad.